This is getting so boring
I think I’ve realised that I just don’t want to do it anymore
I’ve proved to myself that I can commit to something for a long period of time and do it on a daily basis
It’s not funny anymore
Plus nobody’s reading anymore
Plus I’m not writing anything worth reading anymore
Plus life keeps happening and there’s no way for me to stop it
I think I’m even beginning to hate this
But not because I don’t want to do it….I hate it because it’s reminding me of my failure
Life keeps happening and I can’t stop it
Nobody’s reading this anymore
So I don’t want to write this anymore
It’s not boring
It’s humiliating
It’s ego destroying
And I obviously do not like it
And this is perhaps exactly where I need to be
Be well
SRZ
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